hey

hey i know i never ever update but i was looking at some old comments from some bitches and i laughed. you know why? because they didnt even have the balls to put their name. oh well. and quite frankly i dont care what people say about me because i have PLENTY of people on my side that love me and i love them. we should be the ones feeling sorry for the annonymous cunts who cant spell. haha later homesss.

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hey lots has happened .. i fell off my scooter cuz the tire was flat and i think i fractured my arm.. i cant use it but umm i went to the movies with jenn and she went in the mens bathroom! lololol! she was like i was wondering why there were condoms on the wall! lolol.. but we saw without a paddle and it was really good and we played ddr and jen gave this guy a dollar to play and he did and he suuucked. lol it was all fun and jenn and brian came to my house and we played ddr and it was all good and fun but i have to go now cuz we are having people over

later
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    american idiot--greenday

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everyday of my life is crushing me. i keep having this dream that cooper is still alive and then i wake up and realize it was a dream. it feels so real. like i see him and pet him and i can feel it. like hes there with me while i sleep and i wake up and think where did he go? then i remember. everynight. and for the first time i actually thought he was still here and i went outback looking for him then thought oops.it depresses me. like some of me just wants to forget him but then most of me is like no! and i know i cant forget him and i dont want to but i just can't stop crying.
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hey i went to the movies last night and saw napoleon dynamite.. it was great. i played some ddr and jen came and i met some guys and this guy played me in ddr and i kicked his little butt. lol but it was a fun time.. they saw the same movie so we sat like right near each other and we were talking and it was like all teenagers in the theatre so everyone was talking and it was fun. so today my mom got a new van its a town and counrty brand new and it has a dvd player! lol and it has all this cool shizzle so it all cool. but anyway i have to go call jon because him and stacy are going to homecoming tonight! aw!

later

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hey i had school again today obviously and we had a sub. for math and i made a corsage for my mom today in shop. umm.. nothing much else happened today cept i got home and called jon and now i am working on my homework i am going to the mall later so i have to go work on finishing up my homework so we can go.

later

i am extremely confused on so many different levels.
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    a ring in return--coheed and cambria

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wtf.. that last mood was supposed to be DRAINED not drunk.. would i be typing if i was drunk? haha anyway call me if you want cuz my cell is fixed now and i am bored as hell.

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hey sorry i havent written in so long but s omuch has been going on.. mom broke her arm .. cooper.. school.. homework.. bleh. but anyway i am going to get back in the habit of writing in this everyday i hope. well iu finally got my cellular fixed! umm.. school is going good today we got an early dismissal but yeah. so i am not going to say much right now but i will be updating regularly i will write tomorrow so

laTer

*some people live just to play the gaMe*
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    if i aint got you--alicia keys

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hey well today was boring.. jen spent the night last night but went home pretty early cuz she had to do stuff at her house but yesterday was FUn we hung out and didnt go to sleep till 2. umm today after jen left i cleaned up my room and hung around the house all day and did nothing then madison and her little bitchy slutty self messed with my journal. she is a bitch let me tell you! lol but thats okay well melissa just came over so i think i am going to go after she reads this post =) have a nice day

later
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well heres some raNdom pictures for you

^the love of my life cooper^

^yet again the love of my life^

^peanut my other dog i love her too^

^this is olivia.. this picture makes me think i should be a photographer.. i love it^

^olivia again.. isn't she a wiss?^

^mehehe me...^

^the beginning to my collaged walls.. i love you kurt oh and that black thing is my lamp^

 

so just for the record i took all of these pictures and soon will be posting a picture of oliver.. olivia's brother hes just a bit afraid of the camera.. but its okay.

i love you cooper

later

 

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